Not so good...

I feel horrible. I'm really not sure how I'm writing this. Blah....

I don't have full control over my fingers. Earlier, I was getting the cat and dogs some water when I just dropped the bowl, spilling it everywhere. My hand just decided to let go, independent of my mind. It's amazing how much floor space 40 ounces or so of water can cover, especially when it's hard to bend over to clean it up. This is a new thing, I think, or at least it's not common. It's weird and hard to describe. Usually, I'm on my way to zombie-land when I can't control my body, and while I'm fairly out of it, I was relatively OK when messing with the water. I don't know...

I napped yesterday evening, so I wasn't tired at the 'usual' time of 7AM or thereabouts. I was too woozy to shower, so I figured I'd eat a little, then wait until my parents were done in the bathroom to see how I felt to try to clean up. It would've been too tricky to get in the tub, so I just washed up from the sink and went to bed around 10:30AM. I got up for my meds at 4PM, then went back to sleep, planning on getting up for dinner. Nope. I was too dizzy to get up until after 10PM. You can only sleep so much, plus I was hungry.

Not that anyone would enjoy it, but I REALLY hate feeling like this. It sucks extra that there's nothing I can do about it except to lie down, which I already did for 12 hours today. And as frustrating as it is that my body is failing me, my mind is fuzzy, too. I can't remember much, I have to think really hard about simple things, and I'm confused a lot. I often feel maybe 10% as smart of what I was before. *SIGH*

Hopefully your day was better and tomorrow will be super for us all.

-B